Alone

Another quiet day at home. How hard will it be in a few weeks? I hope to go to my brother's office some evening and we can order pizza in. Be nice to hear another human voice that is not on my computer in a show.

Things got worse today. Many restaurants are open only to carry out orders. All schools in our  state are now closed including sports, concerts, etc. Colleges are closed also. So far  we are not legally forbidden to leave our homes. I can go for a drive and walk if I stay away from others, for my safety.

I was going to help a friend today, but he got someone else to help. I was both relieved and sad. Would have been fun. He got good help and now has a nice new car!

As much as I hate to, I asked my nephew to get me some things when they buy groceries. Nothing special. Mostly need butter for sandwiches. I ordered some bread today from a place I have ordered from before. Better than no bread. 

My theme for this year was New Traditions. Trying to make sense of life without my husband and our kids. I could have never imagined what I am going through now as the New Traditions I wanted.

No rain today. Maybe thunder tonight. Who knows. Warmer until a cold, dry friday.

I have no sage words for the end of my day. I long for company. If only I was lucky enough to have a support group of family/friends. But it could be worse.