Not a bad day. I'm exhausted from pain & coughing. My ribs almost felt better yesterday but then I had a coughing spell. Back to square one.
It was nice to eat at Jalisco's. And great to see everyone there. My appetite was even better. Not for supper though.
Nice weather. Not too cold or too hot.
I had lost my notes, etc. from my last historical meeting. And while I had Covid I really did not care. But we meet on tuesday so now I care. They were where I was sure they were. But trying to get it all written up while Nico was staring at me & scratching on my leg was not good. We had supper, he had food/treats & he is still being a brat. I desperately need an anxiety pill!! But only allowed one a day. Save it for bedtime.
I tried to take a nap but failed. Not as tired as I thought. And too much on my mind. No lectures for me today!
Some trees in town have red leaves but my trees do not. Very sad. My one tree is bare. The other has many leaves but not pretty.
My sense of humor is coming back. I actually chuckled at SNL last night.
I always talk to Willie when I pass by the cemetery. Today it really hit me wrong. I cried all the way home. And then some. It is so difficult to live alone. Both my front doors are sort of broke & they won't get better. I am clueless on what to do. I just cannot keep bothering my nephew. No one else. Or no one who has a clue how to fix them. It sucks to be stupid & helpless. And my water heater......... Still only cold water. Covid stopped that install in its tracks. Drives me nuts. No where for me to turn with out tons of guilt feelings. Willie should be here. We should be enjoying life together.
Today would have been Dad's 106th birthday. I remember when my grandfather would have been over 100. I told Mom & she could not believe he could be so old. Now she is creeping up on 100.
Photos are a mix. Nothing special.
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