Had another good day. Slept good. Up early to get ready for work. A good start to my day. Quiet weather today & will stay quiet until thursday night.
The Canadian smoke is supposed to be here tonight. The sky was sort of hazy to the west. My eyes are not hurting & I can breathe ok. See if that lasts. Or gets worse tomorrow.
Work was good. Still very slow to scan. I should have finished the book I am in but not even close. Be at least another 2 weeks. It gave my boss & I more time to visit. I like that. We have a road trip planned either next week or the week after. She has a family grave to see. She just learned about it.
See that 2 friends are out of town seeing a great play from NYC. How lucky. What I would not give to see it. I hope they have a great time!! Happy for them.
Well Nico was good until just now. What a brat!! Cannot listen or mind. Now I am shaking & upset. With a headache. And crying. Typical day for me. He is just awful. And I am clueless how to get him to mind. And as quickly as he started being a maniac, he has quit. Grabbed his baby & is curled on the sofa. And he never does this when I am gone or at night. He is mentally ill. I know I was gone all day & I try to give him attention when I get home. I let him sit on my lap or whatever he wants. Not enough I guess. Sort of used to what I do is usually wrong.
Cinder has been in all day. Will she go out now? HA!! Too busy watching her siblings being asses!! Glad she is a good kid. Now I need an anxiety pill really bad.
I can almost have a good day & feel good but it never lasts. Nico is a common cause. Or just being alone with no one to talk to or call or see. Just no one. I am not part of any thing. My closest friends have moved away. Other family are not too busy to talk to me. I told one to call on a certain day as I was home. Nada. Wish I could move where I know no one.
One friend who used to read my blog & supposedly liked my company but totally rejected me a while back. I wonder if she ever reads my blog. Would be like her. Thanks for not listening to what I had to say. Your loss. Read all you want.
Photos are mostly from today. The 2 church ones are from a Wichita trip. The heart painting is mine. I drew it & painted it.
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