National Chocolate Candy Day
Today's Name Day is Camila
I sort of celebrated a Jammie Day today. Kind of unannounced. I just had no energy today, And too much depression. I just cancelled the day. This time of year is beyond difficult for me. And I have learned or am learning to take care of me, not just the rest of the world.
It was really cold last night. Down to 22F. I saw --- & felt --- it!!! But surprisingly I felt pretty ok inside. Slept ok when Nico left me alone. I was surrounded by fur kids all night Kisse lays in the chair next to my bed, Cinder was on the bed by me. Nico was on the floor or on the bed also.
The pond had no waves today. Water was a frozen early in the morning. I could see our cattle & got a photo of them. I miss going in the truck to feed. Cold again tomorrow then a short warm up but cold early in the week. Maybe acold front & snow or rain around the 10th of January. Too far out to be sure.
Nico & I took a really nice nap in the cloudy cool weather. We snuggle on the sofa together. He has to wake me half way through our nap for a water refill & a treat. I gave him 2. And he ate them both. At this point, he gets anything he want., The least I can do.
My cousin from Denver called me. We had a long conversation about our lives, family events, & missing each other. Our lives are totally different but we have
many things in our lives that are the same. Not good things. I can be honest with her like no one else. I know she cares & understands. And I understand her life also. Life should not be so difficult. But it is. So many people act like they understand but then just dismiss me & how I feel. I work at being quiet about my life. Most of the time.
Hope tomorrow goes better. I am planning on a better day. Cold & time with a friend & family.
Photos today are mostly collages. No photos I took.
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