Today's Name Day: Fredrik, Fritz
Friends & family with 2 Freds now. A Fritz or two in town.
Had a good day. Slept better than I thought I would. Health problems worried me so I gave up going to Swedish Friendship Group.
Had lunch with LL at the White Peacock. I tried a new food --- croisant, egg, bacon, cheese. Really like it. And my usual iced green tea with raspberry flavor. I was surprised that I got a table & a parking place. Town was really quiet.
Worked at the SVAFC. Someone was there working on computer stuff for the business. She was quietly busy. Very few guests. People out walking by but no one coming in.
Late in my shift the artists of this show came in & met with their relatives here from Denver. Fun to meet them all. Nice folks! Artists liveon town.
Then a bit later a young man came in who has just found Lindsborg. Super nice. He even sat to visit with just me. He would be a fun friend. Hope I see him again. I could have told him about Lindsborg Now & more. I can hope he comes back in.
I brought supper to MM. I was hoping he would want to eat out but he did not. That is ok. He offered to order me something but I just went home. He had a stressful day.
Someone posted something that really hit me hard where it really hurts. I should have ignored but I could not. I admitted that I have no more dreams of anything. I basically have no one who will or can help. Most of those close to me have other lives than my life to live. At least one will not never offer to help me in anyway. And of course I have no kids. Their choice. And I am scared to be anywhere alone with them.. Threats bad enough my therapist almost called the law.
I have given up on any dreams I could have or do have. Sort of FML.
Weather was better than I thought. Stayed cloudy and in the 80s. But awful humidity.
A fun friend came in just to visit a bit with me. And he surprised me by offering some help. I was surprised. Think I will take him up on his help. On his schedule. I will even miss work to let him help. What a surprise. He is special. I am lucky he likes me.
A day filled with odd feelings --- both good & bad. And new people.
Photos are nothing special.
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