World Refugee Day

    Difficult night last night.  I wrote to JS & SM telling them I am not able to be at their wedding.  The most difficult I have ever written.  I am scared to go alone.  I am not well enough.  And there is no one who would be able to go with me.  Or anyone who would want to go with me.  Really bad night.  SM wrote to me last night & JS wrote to me this morning.  There is nothing that can make me feel better.  I am tired & I am done.  No where to turn.

    Weather is hot again.  Got up to 94F today.  I stayed in all I could.  Late afternoon I sat out with Nico.  Nice strong wind.  Some boxes blew off the porch so I gathered them up until I have less pain.

    Severe weather is forecast either tonight or early morning tomorrow.  And again on friday.  It could wait until after harvest.  But it never does.  They forecast 10 days of no rain.  Just hot.  That sure changed quick.  Next week they forecast many days of 100 or higher.

    Harvest started again yesterday.  Hope it is going well & no breakdowns.  Seems like Willie was never so lucky!!

    Cinder has been in all day.  Finally just woke up.  Greeted me & is now hanging around Nico.  Probably go out soon.  Then will try to get her in if it storms.

    Suppertime.  Hate it.  Do not want to cook & nothing I have sounds good.  Should get ambitious & drive to town to get something..  No energy.

    Photos are a mix that I took & edited in Lightroom.  Having fun with it.  I did not take the city in the snowy mountains but edited it so I signed it.