National Loving Day
Today's Name Day: Eskil
I am tired of life not going as I want. It is getting truly old. I got no sleep last night. Not a hint of sleep until 1230pm today. Got a nice nap. Tonight I take an anxiety pill. That should help. I could not go to work today. Not a happy camper here. I am sure my boss was not pleased either.
Went out to eat tonight with JR. Good to have real food!! And to see my friends at Jalisco's. Was missing them this week, Dessert was a Tropical Sno cone. Perfect. Then groceries. I was out of frozen Mexican foods. Now all is well.
Cinder stayed in all day, She went out while I did my make up & dressing. Went out to get her a bowl of water, It was 94F out & she might need it. But she came back in. Out now until bedtime.
I followed 2 combines & a grain cart on the way to town. What memories it stirred. I am feeling it a lot this year. Want photos at least one day this harvest.
When I got home a good friend of Willie & I stopped to talk a bit. KN is farming for him this year. So nice to see him. The neighbours will wave but rarely stop to talk, What a treat for me. I seem to stay invisible. I get ignored often in town. I try not to think about it.
I cried a bit on the way home. I found out that I have been lied to & totally ignored by a close family group that was here ---- unknown to me. I would have never known if photos had not been posted. I was totally ignored by these people. Now I will doubt what ever they say to me. Trust has been lost. I saw photos yesterday & more today. So far I have said nothing. I might though. See what their response is. Will they care that I an crushed inside??? I doubt it.
Tomorrow the humidity is to be high & our temp up to 100F. Usch. No bueno. I learned how to say in spanish "I hate summer" ---- Odio el verano. Or Odio el caluroso.
Photos are some I have edited & possibly took the photos too. Just having fun.
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