Today's Name Day: Johanna
Went to school with a Johanna. Her dad was a professor at the college. Last time I saw her was our 50th class reunion. She died shortly after that of cancer.
Today is just a day like any other. Had an email from JL. Losing a friend who is moving away. Sad. Hate to lose someone I really like. But it has to be.
A little cooler today. Temp is 96F now. Not close to 100F. Still feels miserable out. Nice breeze.
Tried to take a nap but only rested. Gave up & showered & shampooed. Want to look good for the new doctor tomorrow. I do not want to eat too early. But still need lunch after I see him. See how I am feeling after lunch. Today my one wrist is killing me. Worse tomorrow??? And I need to see MM sometime. And need to stop in to see my insurance people. Raised my payment at least $1000. Good lord!!! Wonder if it can be changed to less?? How can I afford that?? More & more stress. But others expect lots from me. But I get little back.
And my stress messing my life up! I hate nights when I turn my lights off & my blind symptoms take over. I hate when I cannot see my bedroom door or the hallway. And parts of my room disappear. Oh, well.. I think no one cares about it all. Still no support group.
Will end this and work on spanish. Not much energy for that.



















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